IN SYNICOPE-LUCIDIY [SUB DOCUMENT VOL 5 "EIGHT BIT ARRAY']

 IN COMMUNICATION AND BIINFINATE REGULATION, PROXY TO THE HAUNT. 

I recommend you take this in all seriousness while it is regarded in this time as fictional or madness. Ample evidence points to the integrity and constructed metaphysical presence of this creature. Please disregard grammatical incongruence. I write in a way to accurately convey a message to the reader independent of modern acceptably. All accounted information has been experienced independent of drug use, alcohol use, or any consciousness altering substances. 

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As of late, most of my communication with THE HAUNT has been caught up, rather intensely, in subconscious lucidity. In dreamstates, and dedicated abstract parallels to that in waking. My last document conveys the specifics of which these states of behave. However, one factor, marking the integrity of open communication between IT AND I has begun to stand out, that being unorthodox strings of sleep fluctuation. 

This function of syncope intertwines itself with full body paralysis. However this state of rapid fluctuation between both, collects itself engineered, in a manner seemingly intelligent. A type of primal fear exists in this, a fear I do not truly comprehend, but one inherent. The flow exacerbates itself regardless. Then at apex, I fall, thrust down, and impossibly, pushed upwards.  Thru spirals of biinfinate projection, a concept prevalent - the concept, undeniably, related to and first accounted in document two:

As above, so be below. 

I describe this process as ‘syncope-lucidity.’ 

As apparent, the insomnia I recollected previously, has somewhat diminished. As of late, I only have sleepless nights one to two nights a per week (most often, i do not sleep Fridays, and have no real reason as to why) Besides this, I often sleep between the hours of 5am and 10am. 

An important instance of extended waking was January 15th, as the excerpt from VOLUME 4 “THE DOUBLE ZERO.’ This takes place about 25 hours into extended waking:

I WAS MORE SENSITIVE TO THE LIGHT THEN I EVER HAD BEEN BEFORE.

I GOT A BLINDING HEADACHE AND AN INSANE AMOUNT OF PAIN THAN         

                     I EVER HAD [FROM NOT SLEEPING] BEFORE.

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I STARTED DOZING OFF UNCONTROLLABLY, AND SUDDENLY, BRIGHT         FLASHES, AND A LOUD MECHANICAL WIRR OVERCAME ME, AND FOR 

ONE TO TWO SECONDS I COULDN'T BREATHE. I SAW THE WALLS WERE         SHIFTING, AND MY VISION WAS HIT CONSECUTIVELY WITH BRIGHT

WHITE GREY FLASHES. THEN, A BRIGHT RED CREATURE APPEARED, AND         VIOLENTLY THRASHED ITSELF ABOUT THE ROOM. 

This was my first and so far isolated experience with what I believe was a narcoleptic episode. However, during this time I was awake, as I was in lecture, and cohesively attentive to the professor. Whether or not I experienced this as a hallucination, or a bleed between dream states and waking, is questionable.

Another prevalent period of this is March 26th, where I did not sleep for 35 hours straight. During this time I experienced intense auditory hallucinations, starting at about 20 hours in, all musical. I heard three main oscillating frequencies, estimated about 10 hz, 200 hz, and 2000 hz. These frequencies would phase in and out of sounds produced naturally. Peaking, around 30 hours, becoming impermeable and falling ill, I felt the presence of THE HAUNT and saw it symbolically in the heavy atmosphere of red light, wind, and the night. 

As to how exactly these isolated events relate in regard to the processes of THE HAUNT, I remain unsure, besides a fundamental knowledge that they are related. 

There exists a comprehensive contrast between what I see in periods of extended waking, and what I see in the motions of syncope-lucidity. An excerpt and description of each isolated event is accounted below (a brief summary is located directly after, so there is no need to read all accounts).  

EXCERPTS BELOW FROM VOLUME FIVE: IN EIGHT BIT ARRAY 

2/15/25 2:00PM 

“ LAST NIGHT I HAD A NIGHTMARE: 

  IT WAS NIGHT, AND MY HOUSE WAS DARK. I WAS HALLUCINATING A GREY CLUSTER                     OF LIGHTS, FOLLOWING ME AROUND. IT HAD WOKEN ME UP OUT OF MY BED, AND                        CORNERED ME IN MY KITCHEN. THE CLUSTER PRODUCED A SOFT LIGHT,

AND AN ODD SOUND. I WAS TERRIFIED AND HAD A KITCHEN BLADE WHICH I VIOLENTLY

        THRASHED IN THE AIR. I WAS CALLING OUT TO [REDACTED] WHO WAS ON THE PHONE                 WITH ME IN THIS DREAM, BUT THERE WAS NO ANSWER. 

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2/25/25 3:30PM

“

I HAD SOME INTENSE LUCID DREAMS LAST NIGHT WHICH I'LL ACCOUNT

BELOW

… AROUND 3 AM LAST NIGHT BEFORE FALLING INTO A 

SEMI PARALIZED STATE IN WHICH I WAS STILL MENTALLY AWAKE. IT WAS 

AT THIS POINT THAT I FELT THE PAIN AND BUZZING, AND I NOTICED THE 

FEAR AND RESISTANCE I NORMALLY FEEL AT THIS STATE … I FORCED 

MYSELF TO ENGAGE REGARDLESS OF THE INNATE RESISTANCE NATURALLY

PREVALENT.  

I IMMEDIATELY FELL INTO THE SURFACE I WAS SLEEPING ON. MY EYES,

CLOSED, I REMAINED SIMULTANEOUSLY ABOVE AND BELOW MYSELF, AT

A DISPROPORTIONATE GROWING RATE …  ‘AS 

ABOVE, SO BELOW’

I STARTED TO MOVE ABOUT MYSELF AND FELT TRUE FREEDOM IN MY

BODY, TO MOVE, IN WAYS NOT EXACTLY POSSIBLE, BY ANY MEANS.

AT THIS POINT MY CONCENTRATION SLIPPED AND I WENT INTO A NON

LUCID STATE, WHERE THE FEELING OF EUPHORIA REMAINED, BUT I WAS

DREAMING IN A MANNER MORE SO ASSOCIATED, AS BEYOND LUCIDITY, 

MEER SUBCONSCIOUS RAMBLING. . . [AFTER THIS DREAM] I BELIEVE I 

WOKE UP [FOR A SHORT DURATION OF TIME] AND THEN RE-ENGAGED 

WITH A BOUGHT OF PARALYSIS. MY MEMORY MAY BE INCORRECT IN

THIS, HOWEVER I REMEMBER POSSIBLY FALLING INTO A SEMI-LUCID 

STATE. HOWEVER THIS TIME I BEGAN TO EXPERIMENT AS I HAD BEFORE 

WITH MUSIC CREATION. I DON'T REMEMBER THE MUSIC CLEARLY ENOUGH

TO RECREATE IT IN ANY WAY, BESIDES THE PERCUSSION BEING A 

HARMONIC SHORT SYNTH PATTERN, WITH A VERY SHORT WAVELENGTH. 

I BELIVE I FELL OUT OF LUCIDITY AGAIN, WAKING UP, OR INTO, A STATE

OF HALF SLEEPING AND HALF WAKING. 

AT THIS POINT, HOWEVER, I FELT INTENSE FEAR, AND THE INTUITIONAL 

BELIEF THAT SOMETHING OUTSIDE OF MYSELF WAS PRESENT WITH ME

AND PRESENT WITH NEGATIVE INTENT. MY EYES WERE CLOSED, YET I

SAW MYSELF, LOOKING DOWN THE HALL FROM THE PERSPECTIVE OF 

THE KITCHEN. THE HALL WAS DARK AND I KNEW SOMETHING WAS THERE.

I OPENED MY EYES AS I WAS SLEEPING ON THE LOVESEAT IN THE 

LIVING ROOM OF MY APARTMENT. FACING THE BACKBOARD CUSHION,

INSTEAD OF SEEING THE BACKBOARD ITSELF, I INSTEAD SAW A LARGE, 

PANTHER. IT WAS LAYING WITH ME, STARING INTO MY EYES,

ITS PUPILS APEARED AS SLITS, WITH A BLANK EXPRESSION. SCREAMING AND

ANIMALISTIC HOWLING ECHOED FROM DOWN THE HALL. I WAS AT THIS POINT

FULLY AWAKE AND ONLY SEEING THESE THINGS DUE TO MY GENERAL 

PROXIMITY TO A SLEEP STATE. WHEN I CLOSED MY EYES [UNABLE TO MOVE OR                             SCREAM, AS I WAS STILL IN PARALISIS]  I SAW EACH CLAW OF THE 

PANTHER SINK INTO ME, EACH ONE APPEARING AS AN INDIVIDUAL NEEDLE. 

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3/5/25 8:00pm

LAST NIGHT, I HAD ANOTHER MOMENT OF DIRECT CONTACT WITH X:14…

I DID NOT END UP TRYING TO SLEEP UNTIL 4:00AM. I STARTED TO HEAR THE WIRRING, FULL BODY FUZZ, IN WAVVES, THE ONSET OF ACUTE PARALYSIS, EXCEPT I WAS NOT PARALYZED. SOMETHING HERE FELT WRONG. I DID NOT FEEL                             ALONE, I WAS ATTEMPTING TO DESCEND INTO A STATE OF LUCIDITY.

BUT ON THE WAY DOWN, THE VISUAL SNOW BEHIND MY EYES EVOLVED FOR HALF A                     SECOND, INTO THE EYES OF THE PANTHER I SAW IN MY LAST  RECOLLECTION OF DREAMS.

I SAW ITS EYES. I BEGAN TO PROJECT AN ENERGY FIELD . . .

HOWEVER DIRECTING MY ATTENTION TO BOTH DECENT AND PROJECTION, PROVED DIFFICULT. ESPECIALLY IN MY STATE OF SEMI-CONSCIOUSNESS. 

MY PROJECTION AND MEDITATION OF SAFETY SLIPPED, AND I PULLED MYSELF FURTHER DOWN. AS I DID SO, I FELT A PRESENCE OF DIRECT FEAR, HORROR, AND                         PROTECTION, CROUCHING OVER MY BODY. SUDDENLY IT SPOKE TO ME, 

IN A DISTORTED DEEP VOICE, EITHER THE WORDS 

“FIGHT IT”

OR

“LIGHT IT”

AS I WAS NOT FULLY PARALYZED HERE, I PUSHED MYSELF UP INSTANTLY, SCREAMING. THE FEELING OF NOT BEING ALONE CARRIED INTO WAKING.

        I KNEW I COULD NOT SLEEP IN MY ROOM THAT NIGHT, SO I DECIDED TO MOVE TO MY                 LIVING ROOM LOVESEAT. I DIDN'T KNOW WHERE MY POCKET KNIFE WASSO I OPTED FOR A         LONG KITCHEN BLADE [TO SLEEP WITH, AS I OFTEN CANNOT SLEEP WITHOUT A KNIFE OR             BLADE]

BEFORE SLEEPING I PACED AROUND MY LIVING ROOM ATTEMPTING TO       DETERMINE IF I WAS STILL DREAMING OR NOT, AND IF I WAS TRULY ALONE.                                  THIS REMINDED ME HEAVILY OF THE DREAM ON 2/15/25. 

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3/14/25 1;22 AM 

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[ONE NIGHT AFTER THE BLOOD MOON]

    I HAD 3 INSTANCES, THAT I CAN REMEMBER, OF 4 TO 5 INSTANCES OF INTENSE PARALISIS.     I WAS THROWN IN BETWEEN THEM, RAPIDLY. I NOTICED DURING THESE INSTANCES THAT MY     BLOOD PRESSURE WAS FLUCTUATING ALONGSIDE WAKING/ SLEEPING, AS WHEN I WOKE, I         BECAME INSTANTLY HOT, AND WHEN I SLEPT, I WAS COLD, CLAMMY, AND IN MASSIVE                     AMOUNTS OF PAIN. 

    MY FIRST DREAM, WHEN, I FELT THE WAVVES, I SUBMERGED MYSELF, AND AND                   THOUGHT OF [REDACTED]. THIS DID NOT HELP. I SAT UP, VERY QUICKLY, AND KNEW, I WAS                     ASLEEP. I FELT MY BODY REMAIN IN A FETAL POSITION, AS I MOVED IN LUCIDITY. I FELT             THE PAIN OF THIS INTENSIFY. I FELT THE MOST EMOTIONAL INTENSITY I EVER HAD                         BEFORE. I THRASHED MYSELF AROUND.I WAS UNABLE TO UNFOLD MYSELF AS I                             NORMALLY CAN IN THESE STATES. THE PAIN WAS SO HORRIFIC, I DID EVERYTHING I                     COULD TO WAKE MYSELF. NOTHING WORKED. EVENTUALLY, I HELD MY HANDS IN                         FRONT OF MY MOUTH, GAPPED, AND DID EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO MANIFEST A                 GUN, IN ATTEMPTS TO SHOOT MYSELF, AND HOPEFULLY TRIGGER MYSELF INTO                         WAKING. THIS DID NOT WORK. I WAS SCREAMING IN A MANNER I NEVER HAD BEFORE,                 CRYING, AND BEGGING TO COME UP. 

I WOKE UP THEN. THE WAVVES DID NOT STOP. 

I WENT UNDER AGAIN. WHEN I OPENED MY EYES, THE LIGHTS WERE ON, I WAS, ASLEEP. I WAS WITH MY ‘BOYFRIEND’ - A ROLE MY SUBCONSCIOUS ASSIGNED                                 THE STRANGER IN FRONT OF ME. HE HAD A LONGER SHARP FACE, A THIN MUSTACHE, WITH BROWN EYES, AND BROWN HAIR. HE MUST HAVE BEEN  PORTUGUESE AND MEXICAN. HE ASSAULTED ME, AND AS I WAS ATTEMPTING               

          TO KICK HIM AWAY FROM ME, ONE OF THEM LANDED ON HIS UPPER LEFT

            SHOULDER. THIS KICK SENT ME BACKWARDS, UNDERNEATH THE BED,                                                 AND PLUNGING BACKWARDS INTO A SWIMMING POOL. 

I WAS STILL BEING ASSAULTED, BUT I COULDN'T SEE BY WHO. I WAS COLD,

AND THRASHING AROUND, IN THE WATER. I SWAM TO THE SURFACE AND

        WOKE UP, INSTANTLY SWITCHING FROM COLD, TO HOT. 

STILL THE WAVVES REMAINED, AND I LET THEM PULL ME DOWN AGAIN. 

I WAS IN THE SAME POSITION WHEN I OPENED MY EYES, I FELT SOMETHING BEHIND ME, I LOOKED UP TO SEE MY DOOR ADJAR. THIS LET ME KNOW I

        WAS AGAIN LUCID. WHAT STOOD BEHIND MY DOOR LET ME KNOW I WAS IN CORRESPONDENCE WITH X:14 [THE HAUNT]. IN THIS DREAM MY DOOR OPENED AGAINST THE OPPOSITE SIDE AS IN WAKING. I SAW A TALL FIGURE, HEAVY

        BUILD, DEVILS HORNS, AGAINST SHADOW, THE ORANGE- WHITE LIGHT CAST IT DARK, REFLECTIONS AGAINST ITS UPPER THIGHS. TALL, MUST HAVE BEEN, TO

     REACH 3/4THS OF THE DOOR HEIGHT WHILE HUNCHED OVER, AS IT WAS.

FEAR STRUCK ME OUT OF CONVERSATION AND I CAME BACK UP. 

I LIKE TO BELIEVE THIS WAS X:14.

OR I AM JUST TELLING MYSELF THIS TO SAVE MYSELF FROM THE THOUGHT

     THAT  IT WAS SOMETHING ELSE, OR NOTHING AT ALL. I BELIEVE, IT WAS       

SOME TYPE OF ABSTRACT MANIFESTATION OF IT, AT LEAST. AS WHEN I SAW IT,                                  I IMMEDIATELY PLACED IT, LOOKING AT IT, I KNEW, IT'S THE HAUNT.

ALTHOUGH I KNEW THERE WERE MORE STATES HERE (4 TO 5) I COULD ONLY TANGIBLY RECOLLECT THESE THREE. 

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These states of syncope-lucidity carry symbolic and direct inferences on matters I do not have enough knowledge of as of yet to fully understand. The prevalence of the panther, grey orbs, animalistic screaming, and The Haunt itself, present evil. Pain, that I do not believe I can experience in waking, presents evil. However, I am in full faith and understanding there is more to these manifestations (with heavy emphasis on manifestation, as these creatures remain imperceptive in their true form, yet understandable in dreams tailored to average existence)   than evil itself, and much as creatures, such as Baphomet depict, that which presents evil, can be intrinsically divine, and benevolent. And here, it presents, interlinked. 

Why I trust these events, however, relates directly to previous preconditional dreams, about both mundane and important events. The reliable fulfillment of visions, leads me to understand these events as a tangible form of communication, rather than the commonality of quotidian yet necessary subconscious ramblings. As these states, define themselves incongruent against such, by the method, the pain, and the inference.

I will not exemplify and over explain premonition dreams. There are too many to account for, and they are too accurate to be objectively believable. However, these experiences are beyond unique. Arguably, a common denomination of humanity. Defense against this fact is useless here.

To end, an expert from EIGHT BIT ARRAY, a four card reading done in tarot, another form of random drawing, to attempt capture of intention, communication, or any form of influence.

3/27/25 READING ON X;14 [THE HAUNT]

ASKED: ‘WHAT IS X:14 [THE HAUNT]’

DREW : FOUR OF SWORDS (THE LAZARUS CARD) 

ASKED: ‘ELABORATE ON LAZARUS’

DREW : THE MAGICIAN 

the magician card, depicts a figure, the magician, pointing, both upwards and downwards, as i have been                         doing in moments where i can feel its presence, an interpretation of the concept of AS ABOVE,                             SO BELOW. This card represents the connection between the physical and spiritual. 

ASKED: ‘HOW DO I CONTINUE TO ASSOCIATE WITH YOU, WHAT DO YOU                         REQUIRE FROM ME’

DREW: SIX OF PENTACLES 

this card represents balance, reciprocity, and equality in                            that given and that shared.

ASKED: ‘HOW DO I GIVE YOU, WHAT YOU NEED?’

DREW: TEN OF PENTACLES

    this card represents building legacy, the passage on of                             knowledge and values.

CONCLUSION:

THIS INFORMED ME THE HAUNT VERY WELL MAY BE A SPIRITUAL CREATURE,     AND IT HAS SUBNETTED ITSELF TO ME, TO CREATE A SYMBOLIC RELATIONSHIP

IN ORDER TO DISPEL KNOWLEDGE, THAT IT IN TURN REQUIRES I SPREAD AND PASS ONTO OTHERS. IT IS POSSIBLE, THE HAUNT MAY HAVE BEEN A PHYSICAL

ENTITY AT SOME POINT, HENCE, THE LAZARUS CARD . I BELIEVE IT IS AN ANCIENT THING, IF SO. AS BEYOND MATH, BEYOND MUSIC, AND OFTEN BEYOND LANGUAGE, IT FINDS PATHS TO COMMUNICATE. 

This was the first and only reading on tarot. This reading speaks for itself, beyond coincidence. On faith, compliance, and the fact that my life was saved by this creature, I am inclined to hold this true, and of great importance. 

I plan on yet again intentionally disrupting circadian rhythm, and fasting endurance, as I have faltered in determination, during manuscript four - THE DOUBLE ZERO. Days after the reading I still plummeted far into a state of deep emotional rawness, and sensitivity, subject inverse from the fear that has consumed me since June 2024.

If you have similar experiences, or this speaks to you, please, reach out to me

(775) - 471 -3969

Do not see this as a delusion. This is my life. 

AFTERAFFECT - THE HAUNT - DOCUMENT THREE.